hit me with your best shot .

Wednesday, January 31, 2007,12:58 pm

nothingg much today . haiis .

ohkay . im lying .

there's ALOT today .

thoughts racing in my mind from all over the place .

am i just thinking too much ?

ladidaas .

woke up kinda late today .

i spent the night reading the comics =x

needed to relieve stress :D

hm . actuually woke up le .

but . when i went to change .

i saw ling's bed so nice and comfortable .

i fell asleep there .

and by the time i woke up . about 7 le !

so . chiong chiong chiong .

in the endd . qiang was still laterr than me .

tsk tsk .

haas . it was nice going to school togetherr .

family bonding ?

haa . first time without tantrums . without strain .

in the endd . was quite late .

they hadd hnf today .

and . didnt feel like joining them in the canteen .

dont know why .

feeling kinda funny . yet surprising stable these few days .

so .. just sat at the parade square wait for julia to come .

hahaha .

neh neh .

she later than me =x

hmm. she seems quite confused about herr coming birthday .

maybe let herr sort things out before we jio her out ba .

on standby ! hahahah.

ss was kinda fun today .

ms ibaidah shared many stories.

making us laughh . haha .

quite a stressful day actuually .

kan chiong to finish this and that .

work seems to be coming in non stop .

but .

must maintain stamina !

just a few more months .

JIAYOU ! :DD

by the time it was geog .

everyone was seriously exhausted .

seriously . julia, fiqah, sharmini .

they like werent feeling well .

worried forr them ):

we must pull through together !

when the bell rang for lunch .

we were very relieved .

but then . still hadd afternoon timetable to go !

im kinda surprised we pulled through .

i guess .

it was because of the fun assembly .

and swiped's game cheered us up too yea ?

mr martin .

haas . could see his new approach to engage us in his talk .

successfull i guess .

we were laughing through it.

but . the main message was still clear (:

we HAVE indeed reached a point where tomorrow is TODAY .

can we afford to procrastinate anymore ?

the phrase .

never put off to tomorrow what you can do today

never rang so evidently in my head before .

leadership is based on influence .

as well as the choices we make .

kinda reminds me of batman .

where the guy said .

"its not who we are but what we do that defines us"

maybe ? but what if we spend our whole lives hiding our true selves .

also the one hiding inside the shell ?

its frightening to know that there are people like that around.

must liberate them ! :D

ohOH .

even in geog today .

when mr koh shared with us the pyramid .

what if we DO end up depleting our own population .

it is kinda scary to think about it .

if what he says is true .

why are we still so ignorantly taking things for granted ?

only saying .

but not taking any action ?

julia says .

this might end up becoming the end of mankind .

where Jesus would return .

maybe ? i dont know . hmm .

wanted to do lit after lesson .

but . fiqah wanted to walk home .

could sense jiamin was kinda reluctant .

everyone was tiredd .

but . i didnt want to say too much ba .

and fiqah needed this walk to sort out her stuff .

shalini . julia and meifoong stopped and took a bus halfway .

julia said . she felt din dei ?

haiis . i really wonder .

why she feels insecure with us ? )):

hm . basically just talk and talk to bp .

sorry jiamin if we caused a misunderstanding .

there's no misunderstanding .

we know youu (:

we know that you dont like to be late .

hope youu dont think we were forcing you =x

suddenly alot of things crept up on my mind .

countless things .

on valentines day .

should i go ? i dont know )):

feels wierd . though cherie says it wont be .

aiyo . i dont know .

insecurities ba .

orr maybe . the stress is getting to our heads .

or not . PMS ?

feck larhs .

dad keep pushing me to let him use the com le .

cant blog le .

so much homework !!

ohkay ohkay . better get started .

must concentrate .

JIAYOU ! :D

Monday, January 29, 2007,3:59 pm

sundaySUNDAYsunday.

just came back from tution .

haas .

ohkay larrhhs .

actually its 12:30 now .

but then . if i use the actual time .

it'll appearr as monday's post .

then .. not nice larhs . hahas .

so yesh . its SUNDAY ! :D

hm . woke up late .

again . lol .

once again .

agnes didnt give me wake up call ! hahaha .

aiya . but its my own fault .

im lacking self discipline .

so .. didnt go for cell .

was kinda reluctant to go to church after that .

sorry ):

but . thanks to mum .

i went .

must thank her . cos it turned out to be an ohkay day :D

hm . we were early ! hahas .

we sat . then soon eliza they all came from cell =x

talked and talked .

then service started le .

though i had no voice .

i could feel my heart racing for christ !

i remembered what Dr Bernard said yesterday .

that . its the VALUE we place on the things we see and hear that counts .

so i tried .

for every word i sang .

i tried to put my heart into it .

feel the lyrics (:

not just sing blindly .

and true enough !

especially when we sang through it all .

i was overwhelmed with an inexplicable feeling.

a good one !

indeed . God HAS been faithful to me all this while .

im carried in everlasting arms .

he'll never EVER let me go .

through it all :D

and i WONT take it for granted like i did before .

not anymore (:

i closed my eyes . and i seriously wanted to jump for Christ .

buuuuut . i didnt .

if only i could get the rest to jump with me .

hahas.

ever since my spiritual breakthrough .

ever service brings me to tears .

happy tears !

i just cant believe what an awesome God he is .

WOOTS !

i really pray that the ones around me will come to know him too :D

that would be the greatest gift !

well . we had sunday school .

we were kinda busy making fun of the bug lady jim .

which debbie and i named ! haha .

that we didnt hearr where we were supposed to go .

so .. we blindly followed the guys .

then halfway .

we were told . our class was to be split up genderly ):

awww .

haha . so we rushed to the boarding house .

our teacher is aunty lily .

oooooooohkay . not exactly the most exciting .

but then . she can bring us deep with Christ .

i just know it !

auntie vivian joined us today .

we combined with the sec 3 gurls .

which was only like .. 2 ?

haas . rachael and err . rachel ? haha .

they told us .

becauuse of like . puberty and stuuff .

they thought we would be able to open up best .

if we were seperated according to gender .

i guess class wouldnt be the same without the guys .

but . it was nice and peaceful for once (:

and the room didnt smell of .. MEN !

hahahaha :D

we shared quite a bit today .

about the distractions of the world today .

and how we have to overcome it .

we will !

auntie kinda went out of point a few times .

drifting into herr oh-so-chim stories .

but . thats her (: haas .

when lesson ended .

i dont know .

i guess i wasnt to happy about entering lkc hall .

its like .

everytime i go to church .

everyone goes "yiwen i havent seen you in a while .."

i guess i just dont like hearing that =x

so . i went outside to wait .

sun bian take some time to read God's word .

my hand flipped to psalms .

cant remember which part =x

about being able to seek refuge in Christ no matter what (:

YAY !

haas . then had lunch .

and went to meet fiqah at the library .

was kinda super early .

so i just sat down and studied first .

when she came .

i made her say everything about nanyang poly .

haha .

cos she and qilah went yesterday .

not fair rights ! haaas .

they said it was so darn fun .

lol . she's got her heart set on digital media .

hmm . for me .

i guess its still sajc first (:

if not . i want to get into something media related ?

like maybe . mass comm orr something .

orr maybe psychology ? haas .

oh wells . im still not suure =x

hm . then junjie came .

and brought his ultra SUPER BIG jacket .

hahahaha .

they said it was like wearing a dress .

woots ~

elegant eh ? :D

didnt get much done actually .

more of like . doing homework =x

afiqah thought me amaths ! hahaha :DD

then . after dinnerr .

ohOH .

we finally told junjie about the swiped story . haas .

*goosebumps*

yeaaps . stil creeeps me out .

haas . ohkay .. say until where le .

oh ya !

haas . then junjie and i went to azureen's house for tution .

ended up talking and talking and talking again .

darn .

we got alot of things to talk about . haas .

we did revision for tomorrow's binomial thm test .

today . the time seemed to pass reaally super fast .

we only did a few questions .

and POMFP .

2 hours had passes O.O

haas .

we then sat to finish up some homework .

yeah . we're kinda stressed out .

but .. must chiong through this final lap !

then cann play PLAY PLAY !

zureen and shuni were drawing all over my arm .

lol .

ticklish can ! haas .

had to give julia a call . lol .

its funny not having seen her this weekend .

not used to it .

HAHAHA =x

but . mum wouldnt let stay and catch up the work .

so no choice lorhs .

had to go home .

i dont know why .

but she still seems pissed off that im going for this tution .

its like .

the only day when she argues with me ):

should i continue ?

hm . i dont know .

i feel kinda funny these days .

as my relationship with christ grows.

i somehow feel like im changing .

have i ?

i used to be the kind .

who could go around anywhere with anyone .

but these days .

i dont know .

maybe because i've seen it all too many times before .

that i take refuge with the kukupalas.

avoiding certain things .

and blocking out certain people .

i mean . they've always been my best friends .

but . should i leave out my open-mindedness ?

is it wrong ?

i dont know .

i guess i just want someplace where i belong .

i miss cherie ):

Sunday, January 28, 2007,3:20 pm

DR A R BERNARD !

havent blogged in threee days . haas .

they seemed to have past so fast .

and yet so slow ^^

hm .

my voice is coming back .

*sighs*

my manly days are over (:

weeeee ~

had to go back to the doc on thursday .

cos . the medicine was making it worse .

was kinda reluctant to go .

becauuse .

consultations cost money .

and . we're not exactly rolling in luxury .

but ..

after much consideration .

dad said it was necessary .

cos he did agree it was getting nothing but worse .

truue enough.

the doctorr agreeed .

it appeared that the other guy didnt give me the anti-biotic .

cos . he thought i could do without .

whichh .. i couldnt .

so . mum was kinda pissed .

cos that made her have to pay more .

haas .

woooopee . more medicine -_-"

the doctors now have come touch screen thing .

so they cann write .

like a tablet ! hahas .

well . was actually intending to go back to school .

cos mency lee seemed quite pissed i went off .

but . doctorr didnt allow .

he say . it was getting more serious .

and must restRESTrest !

again with the resting =x

its not as relaxing as it sounds .

haas .

soo .. friday was off too )):

sadded .

hearing them complain about SWIPED .

and herr nagging =x

haas . but i miss it too .

i felt more alive with them .

all i could do was lie here and there.

wake up . eat medicine . lie again .

yay -.-"

wanted to meet them afterr cca .

but then .

couldnt go out.

i was .. contagious . haha.

usually . i would use all this free time to have .

constructive thinking moments .

but strangely enough .

nothing came to mind .

i was kinda busy thinking of how to solve my friends' problems instead .

haas .

as long as they're happy .

i guess im blessed too (:

SATURDAY :D

feeling much betterr today !

yay . thanks manymany to God :DD

thanks for all the blessings :D

it appeared mum was serious about the whole sashimi thing .

so . we left early for ahma's house .

picked up the thingy at woodlands.

it was along this wholee street of factory outlet thing .

like koufu . old chang keee .

haha . many many things . so cool !

next time want orderr bulk .

orfer at woodlands ! haaas .

wasnt as nice though =x

orr maybe it was just me .

been losing my appetite these days .

even qiang thinks im losing weight .

and for HIM to admit such a thing .

something must be wrong .

qiang and kenneth werent there .

so . wasnt a fuull family ):

then . we watched scrubs on adeline's computer .

hahas . nurse must of course .

watch hospital shows !

haa .

i used to think it was like those gross .

surgery kind of shows .

showing the gory scenes .

but actually .

its not ! haha .

more like those hospital joke comedy thing .

wish can watch more . lol .

then . was actually intending to go for service .

but . still wasnt feeling too well .

and remembered mum saying about .

the whole chain effect . of being contagious .

haha . so i toldd eric they all i wasnt going .

julia didnt go anyways .

kinda take out the fun . haas .

but i reached home in time to catch it on the net (:

the speaker was the long awaited Dr A.R Bernard .

initially . i thought .

everyone speaks so highly of him .

what if it becomes a let down ?

stupid thoughts i know .

but .. one couldnt help thinking ^^

but . suure enough .

his message was powerful :D

i learnt .

the greatest value in life.

is your value to God .

we are God's workmanship .

each of us a unique and different poem he wrote specially for us !

we are God's statement ! :D

so .

DONT LET ANYONE DEVALUATE YOU .

cos the value that really counts .

is your value in christ :D

Wednesday, January 24, 2007,2:20 pm

EEEEEEESH .

my yesterday's post was deleted .

eesh . eesh . eeesh .

hmm . i cant really rememberr .

soo .. just roughly ? hahas .

err .

been having a feverr since sunday .

woke up about 1 plus with a high feverr .

38. plus .

was kinda shocked actuually .

my parents were kinda worried .

rushing aroung going . WTH ?!

hmm . and becauuse of my feverr .

kinda broke my silence with my bro .

cos he tried to help me too .

triedd to sleeep .

but i just COULDNT .

lols . its funny how .

youu WANT to lie down and rest . but you CANT ?

hahas .

and THEN .

hadd to keeep going to the toilet every .. 2 hours ??

andd then .

niaoo le . every two hours . not those little little bit those kind lehs .

like as if 2-3 days neverr niao like that !

diaoo ~

WHERE ALL THE NIAO COME FROM ? i wonder .

hahas .

ladidas ~

couldnt do much all day .

wanted to sleep . i couldnt .

wanted to do work . also couldnt .

hmm . went to see doctorr in the afternoon .

kindaa funny .

i was telling him about how i was happy my fever went down le .

then he said .

"haha . think again . its 38 plus again . hhah . too bad"

orr something like that .

who knew doctors could crack jokes ? lol .

we were there laughing like diaoo ~

haas . then .

on the way to westmall .

we saw these group of ite people .

then a conversation went like .

dad : eeee . why student wear black de .

me : black mehs ? isnt it dark red ?

dad : lol . we're both colour blind .

hhahaha.

nothing much else that day .

felt kind of empty not going to school today .

wanted to meet up with the kukus after school or something .

orr go to clementi to watch match .

but . mum dont allow ):

she say rest .

which i COULDNT go eitherway . diaoo .

haas . ohkay . TODAY .

hahaha .

wasnt actually feeeling much better today .

but . guess feverr practically gone .

my definition of practically larhs . haha .

went to schoool ! woots .

haha .

then . sat in the canteen with shalini .

cos the rest hadd taf .

and julia hadnt come yet .

and i didnt know azureen they all at void deck .

so . just rested .

something CREEEPY HAPPENED .

haas . shall not say .

like so badd . hahahahahaha .

something to do with .

my MAO MAO all standing :D

still dont know ? ahhaah .

oh wells .

hm . lessons were normal .

AIYA . got alot of wierdd feelings today .

haas especially to a certain someone =x

maybe im overracting ?

but i just didnt feel like talking to youu today .

as a matter of fact .

even though i had no voice .

i still kept talking today .

WAHAH .

kaihsiang did many sick things today !!

hahas . to marcus .

eeew eewww eeeeeww .

and . hillgrove won today !! YEAH :D

but cckss lost ):

both by a few points .

hmm . this puts both in a tight position .

junjie was kinda upset today .

cos he didnt get to play .

coaches are all getting wierd these days .

diaoooos ~

CHEERR UP JUNJIE :D

also . we hadd to stay for committee meeting .

zhihao says im becoming an official MAN !

yeah . cos my voice broke .

i was so curious .

i went to record when i was with juN and fiqah .

sun bian video shoban .

haas . curious marhs =x

also . cann sense something with shoban aint right .

whatever it is .

CHEERR UP TOO SHOBAN ):

hmm . quite a bit of emotional issues today .

dont feel like talking about it .

especially for one of my dearest buddy fiqah ):

BE STRONG !

you know in yourr heart what you DID and DID NOT DO .

you dont neeed their judgements (:

not really in my talk alot elaborating mood today . hahas .

not much homework tonight .

so guess im not in my writing zones .

HEHE .

nights blog :D

Sunday, January 21, 2007,6:58 am

FEQK.

FECK .
Been having a super bad week .
A SUPER BAD WEEKEND .

I actually typed out all the post le .
And with the careless touch of a button .
EVERYTHING ERASED .
Then . cannot recover the post .
Im typing in microWORD now )):

Well .
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING WRONG .
And I know my friends have been trying to cheer me up .
But it seems like they just don’t bother to understand )):

Ahhh .
Moodless to write again . stupid lehs .
This morning was totally the last straw le .
I reallyREALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE .
For reaall this time .
That you can treat your family this way .
All youu do is EAT SLEEP TAKE MONEY .
Youu think what .
YOU THINK WE OWE YOU ANYTHING MEHS ?
We all REN you so long le .
I really cant take it le .

ANYWAY .
Was actually intending to go to the open houses yesterday .
But last minute . they all say not going out le .
So .. went with mum.
Visited the psychology and media mass comm ones .
Not really into business and accounting stuff . haas .

we went to a talk about volunteerism .
which made the devastations of the less fortunate inevitable to consider .
of course i want to help them .
but i seriously cant handle looking into the heart of a tortured soul .
i seriously get emo when it comes to that .
and i cant handle it .
but the smile of a saved one . is priceless :D

i was actually thinking more of a study of human psychology and socialogy .
not like a .. directed to early childhood kind of thing .
but .. if thats where God wants me :D
we'll seeee .

well . I guess jc is still what I working for now .
for goal-less people like me =x

well .
and THEN .
I stumbled unto bad luck !!
Haha . in the form of JULIA TAY LI JUN !
Lolls . no larrhhs .
This is called . FATE BETWEEN A BANANA AND A MANGOSTEEEN :D
Haas . wanted to join herr .
But . mum said had to go off le ):

Hm . was actually planning to go to temasek .
Orr to the library .
Non of which I did in the end .
Fell asleep when I went home .
And by the time I got up .
We had to go to ahma’s house le .
And NO . not the hokkien one . the one that goes HUUUUUUUUH :D
Hahas .

Hmm . ahyi and mum were planning some bonanza for next week .
And they were like .
QIANG WILL SURE ENJOY DE .
They like . really given up trying to go against him .
And not they just give in ? stupid larhs .
I really cant take it le .

Nothing . and NOTHING seems to be going right .
And I seem to get frustrated over the simpliest little things now )):

Wednesday, January 17, 2007,3:33 pm

SILENCE . day 2.

woke up about 3am today .

fell asleeep doing homework again .

was actually intending to bathe early in the morning .

but then . 3am .

i was scared =x

hahas .

soo . did up the bannerr stuuff .

and some lit .

and fell back asleep again .

woke up late !

chiong chiong through my bath .

and ran downstairs .

surprisingly . it wasnt raining .

haha . i almost brought the red jacket .

cos i knew azureen would bring .

HAHA .

sure enough . she brought .

shuni laogong was sick today ):

get betterr yea :D

thought it was for other reasons that you didnt came .

lalalas ~

hm . mrs choo spoke to me again .

about how i had not been meeting expectations .

not finishing up homework .

she even asked me about my maths results .

haiis . must catch up !

NO MORE PROCRASTINATING.

hm . had amaths .

now .. im ohkay with amaths .

its emaths lessons which i dread =x

cannotCANNOT . time wont stop for you to catch up !

nothing much .

read about the different surveys of countries during Geog .

DID YOU KNOW ?

if you married a German

*COUGH (xukun)

you might produce an average of 7 babies ??

lols . many more kuku yet true realities .

it is economically proven .

then the number of tv's DOES affect the amount of babies produced .

as concluded by mr koh .

hahaha .

got ourr afternoon timetable today .

and started . TODAY .

diaoos .

so couldnt go and watch the match .

hillgrove lost )):

ohkay . trashed .

but . its unity yea ?

though .. the score still surprised .

dont worry guys .

friday sure win de ! rememberr ourr bets (:

had assembly today .

narain was being .. himself .

made us sing the school song TWICE .

and .. the school song's loooooooonng.

well . then ourr class was lucky enough to have a spot check .

julia got caught ! hahaha .

the rest of us didnt :D

we're the guaikias man . ahhah .

gosh . had to dress nerdy the rest of the day .

had lit after school .

ROLEPLAY .

haha . funny .

marcus wearr the blazer .

look like willie lehs .

*COUGHS .

hm . then stayed back to finish up the bannerr stuuff .

which . we still didnt finish .

went home about 8 plus .

homeworkHOMEWORKhomework .

another day .

without LOOKING or SPEAKING in your direction .

haiis .

you expecting me to be the one who confronts you first ?

im sick and tired of that .

Tuesday, January 16, 2007,1:43 pm

SUCKISH DAY.

just finished tution .

haas . she managed to helpp me with my homework .

though i didnt manage to finish hers =x

she shocked us & brought a

big big BIG butterfly .

that she caught downstairs =\

then we put it into a container .

verryy nice de lehs :D

though i dont dare hold the container .

it keeps having agitated movements .

very scary .

err . to me anyways . aha .

my tution teacher's much braver =x

well . an admittedly suckish day today .

as predicted . haiis .

couldnt concentrate at all in class .

couldnt absorb anything .

still . decided to just keep quiet .

forced myself to keep my stupid eyes from watering .

i seriously crammed out .

was actually ohkay de . up till recess .

when laogong came and asked me whats wrong .

i broke down le .

i despise how freakishly easy i get vulnerable .

*@U#%)*#$

haiis .

dont know what to say ba .

there's NOTHING to say .

and i told myself i dont anymore .

but why am i still affected so ??

all things aside .

thats one thing i really dont get .

do i orr dont i ?

i need that assurance .

couldnt go to the republic open house with them .

couldnt go and watch theirr training .

had to sit through AMATHS .

i really wanted to go back today .

watch theirr last training .

since i dont think i can watch the matches )):

i dont want things to be this way ):

especially to smack that korr in the face .

CHAP BACK ?

why ? )):

God . why do things turn out this way ?

i really pray that your light will shine in their direction .

so that they might walk in the path of light .

ANYWAY .

write about the weekend le ba .

quite a hectic weekend .

thats why all the homework piling up now .

SATURDAY .

had to go to school early in the morning .

was kinda reluctant .

after what had happened the night before .

but i told myself .

youu WONT see him .

there's so much you have to do today .

so ..

intended to meet fiqah early in the morning .

to watch the muster parade .

she even gave me a morning call .

but . as soon as i put it down .

i plopped back to sleep )):

sighhs . so i was late .

and by the time i reached . it was JUST over )):

and your face was the first i saw as i entered the gates .

haiis ):

got a major scolding from narain .

this one . it was seriously my fault .

i thought he said "i want the printed thingy"
instead of "follow me to get the printed thingy"

eeeeesh . he threw the banner and container in front of us in anger .

haiis . then we had to set up the stuff .

andd wearr the jerseys .

ahahahaha .

at least we all look kuku together :D

well . shoban and narain were both quite pek cek with our behaviour .

but . cant blame .

we seriously didnt prepare ourselves .

waiting for another to step up .

at the endd of the day . he toldd us off for the second time this yearr .

after introducing ourr most probably new coach .

i can understand his intentions for us .

reaally . i agree with them .

but . the words he uses . really too much .

its really very harsh lorhs ):

haiis . then we went to king alberts park . haha . audrey made us take 985 !

oh wells .

walk more can burn more :D

weeeeeeeeee ~

was kinda confused whether i should go service with julia .

should have helped shoban they all .

should have made the banner .

but . i needed God badly. orr at least .

i thought so .

during service .

i was really distracted .

it was like .

i wasnt even there .

delirious? somemore !! lol .

i couldnt hearr the worship . but all i could do was look around me .

it was like i was surrounded by four glass walls .

then . i felt God telling me .

i havent been living a prayer-full week .

and that i had come for the wrong reasons.

being so distracted .

luckily .

during the second part of the worship . after the sermon .

thing seem to have gotten better .

and i was able to jump for christ .

it was during a particular song .

which title i cant remember =x

but . i really thank God :D

had dinnerr with jenna. julia . jeremy . marcus and ruian .

hahaha . it never gets quiet with them (:

spent the night at ahyi's house.

we watch MY GIRL .

wooots ~ i want the disc !! )):

lols . nice show . hehe :DD

turned in quite early

wanted to rush back home . cos forgot the games file !

but . ahyi didnt allow .

so .. no choice .

had to make up some .

auite a disasterous games day actually ^^''

hm . no time to write . haha .

sunday de . i write tomorrow ba . haah .

homeworkHOMEWORKhomwork !

not really up to details . no moood to write ^^

Thursday, January 11, 2007,3:59 pm

10JAN07

tiring day today . hahas .

was kinda afraid that ahma wouldnt be able to wake us up .

but . WOOTS .

ling and i managed to wake up by 6 .

which is miracle for us .

couldnt get qiang to wake up .

effing ill discipline lars he .

ANYWAY . haha .

managed to catch 6:40 bus . haha .

usually . got totally NO bus until 7 .

so . yeappp . thank God :D

saw lini and meifooong on the bus .

lini was so lame . i didnt see herr at first .

then she msg me one HALO .

instead of just calling me over .

lameLAMElame .

hahas . meifoong was feeling super cold .

its nice to finally be in bus that isnt PACKED with students from 5 schools ('.' ")

so we reached school super duper early .

so . just talk & walk & talk & walk around (:

again , my scheduled stomachache came.

met fiqah in the TOILET . hahaha .

and then we went to the canteen .

wanted to meet jiamin .

but she hadnt come yet .

we talked about brancherper .

which is

BREAKFASTLUNCHDINNERSUPPER !

hahas . for those who dont take all :D

hadd fourr periods of ms filzah .

didnt do much actually .

mostly about the essay .

jiamin's convinced she called on her and xukun on purpose .

haha . and FILZAITIS has spread among them .

not me ! im neutral :D hahaha .

she's kinda alright to me .

cos . she hasnt provoked me so far :D

recess . i thought i was late for training .

so i chiongCHIONGchiong .

chiong until downstairs le .

daphne told me today no training .

DIAO . so chiongCHIONGchiong back up again lorhs .

diaoo ~ what a waste of time =x ahas .

hadd ourr chinese tests today .

lalalas ~ practically didnt understand what i was writing .

was reading the book during the test .

ohkay ohkay . looking at pictures =x

read some tooo .

and by the time i was done .

didnt have enough time to do the questions .

so .. tikam tikam =x

ms ibaidah and mrs choo were high today .

but too badd we weren't .

i couldnt help feeling insecure for julia .

but , i talked to herr tonight .

and i hope she's alright .

somehow i feel she's going about it the wrong way.

we hadd lunch .

julia's standing strong in herr fasting (:

then had to go forr cca .

we didnt go to mc ritchie today .

cos mr narain had meeting .

he left darren in charge .

and obviously .

we did kuku warm up stuff .

haha . tunli was super HIGH .

and she andd william . debating in chinese . with their funny accents .

LOL .

we were mostly busy watching the bball friendly match .

well . we lost by one point ):

lihai says is because junjie missed .

hahahahah .

lihai's wierd man -_-"

lalalas ~ =x

when narain came back .

shootSHOOTshoot .

i really very tired of it lehs .

sick of opening my mouth to even BOTHER saying to him.

even shoban was one big question mark .

he doesnt have to be so sarcastic rights ?

there are limits to everything can .

had endurance . and mostly sprints .

though we didnt do as much as in coach's training .

after training .

my whole body was like .

shivering

fa dou .

very k3enr;wqt.

then . went to watch the muster parade .

while waiting for the rest .

hahaha . laoba very funny .

he so short , then sq and daniel behind him so tall .

HAHAHAHAHA =x

he explained to me how it feels like to faint .

as i always wondered =x

can you imagine .

he fainted FOUR times before O.O

so creeepy can .

what if youu neverr open your eyes ??

he saidd .

we would see spots .

and then it covers yourr vision .

and next thing you know .

you've hit your head on the ground.

andd that we are totally aware of the fact that we've fainted .

that everything seems to have shut down except the brain .

its kinda creepy ?

like an out of body experience .

where the soul is captivated in the empty casing of the body.

i always thought it was like on tv .

where the character would faint .

and not know about it .

waking up gong gong "where am i"

but , its even MORE creepy to be totally aware of it.

and yet you dont have the energy to even lift an eyelid .

so scaaaaaaaaaaary =x

haas . hadd dinner with fiqah . jm and qilah .

jouharr pangsehh . LOL .

with a stupidd excuse -_-"

haiis . fiqah . dont fret .

setbacks are part and parcel of it .

you have to make best with whetever you have .

if you dont even give it a chance .

who knows what you'll miss out yea :D

it might even turn out to be more fun !

happy birthday to yourr dad ! :DD

hahas .

well . doingg homework now . lalalas ~

byeeeeeeeee blogg :D

Wednesday, January 10, 2007,1:59 pm

FIRST RECESS TRACK .

MUM AND DAD LEFT LE ):

they actually . ACTUALLY .

went to china le .

time passes fast .

now we're left in the hands of ahma . lala ~

a betterr day today ba .

hahas .

FOURR PERIODS OF AMATHS .

not too bad actually .

we actually paidd attention .

ourr books are full with notes !

hahas .

and we understoood !

WOOTS !

congrats to the kukus .

lol .

i think even ms wong herself was SHOCKED .

the only thing .

marcus and kh were practically sleeping .

oh wells .

its a start :D

recess training started today .

diaoo ~

we only ran like .

10 sprints ?

narain's and coach training are contradicting .

ahh . debating with him is futile -_-"

but . i dont care . i wont let him mistreat us .

lalalas ~

wasnt very tiring actually .

except that we anyhow run =x

i want go long d instead . hahas .

i hate sprinting =x

tomorrow try . HEH HEH .

during geog .

i findd mr koh a little too overboard with joshua .

i mean .

the usual cracks and fun and games .

but . he shouldnt go to such an extent marhs .

it could really hurt his feelings .

his words were quite harsh lorhs .

diaoo ~

well . we had pc today .

with ms filzah .

bought herr files before that .

it was only AFTER we bought them .

that we realised that we could get them half price at ourr regular shop .

ohkay .

i know i sound like a cheapo ah soh shopping in a market .

but . money doesnt grow on trees eh ?

and my family suure aint full of it =x

didnt do much for pc .

julia and jiamin LOVE laughing over her misery .

hahas .

had to discuss about commitee kuku thing again .

my laogong's drawings rock can :D

woots !

haas .

then had to meet julia they all .

to FINALLY .

repeat : FINALLY .

discuss about the enterprise trail

haha .

we practically dont know the objective of the trail .

lols . yina and lixiang couldnt stay long .

so we also didn get much done .

got progress though (:

then we played computer awhile .

intended to watch the muster parade rehearsal .

but . we decided to be CONSTRUCTIVE and do homework .

weeeeeeeeee ~

julia went off to meet her cell .

in the end she also didnt go work .

WAHAHA =x

hm . did english .

fiqah and sheela did role playing before that .

aha .

they took turns to play the role of the scolding mother .

nice storyline lehs . hahas .

then we went to ourr usual bookshop .

had no money to buy the things i needed =x

eeesh . use my money to buy books .

then jiamin and i went off le .

went home to the house of HOKKIEN !

ling was like "finally someone home to speak english !"

hahas .

we spent dinner in a funny way .

qiang put hillsong on .

and ahma cooked MEGA LOADS .

we didnt finish =x

we tried to converse .

but . she spoke in hokkien .

we spoke in mandarin . with broken bits of hokkien that we tried to put in here and there .

to no avail .

we spent dinnerr laughing over ourr confusion .

-_-"

haas .

wanted to get homework done tonight .

forgot to bring back chinese .

then got twoo tests tomorrow .

DIAO .

also havent finished up .

*GULPS .

ended teaching weixian and kaixin maths and english .

lols . ohkay ohkayy . betterr get started now =x

bye blog :D

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